Re: http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=33344 (I don't know if I'm doing the right thing by posting here, but its been inside me that I wanted to say thanks). I just want to thank those people on that thread for the help they gave me. I've left it a while before saying that, just so the waves from my arrival before have died down. Hopefully this time no one will end up in a bad way. I went to the docs this week and he was so concerned he gave me three options. a, go and get my cut seen to at A&E and see someone there, b, glue my cut and get an emergency assessment to decide whether I should be admitted, or c, section me. So I went for b, he glued my cut and called the CMHT who were supposed to give me an assessment, but they didn't, and they didn't call the next day either. They called two days later and were really rude, so that's that. I'm not going back, not when they want to humiliate me and make me worse. So I've tried, and I know I've tried. Now that I don't have to see anyone I can do what I want to myself with no repercussions. I've already lost most of the movement in my left hand (due to slicing the tendon) so I'm off to a great start. I really wish I had felt I had somewhere to go so I didn't have another 'flippout', but I felt my places were rather limited. I had my live journal and that is about it. But yeh, I just wanted to thank those who were great to me on the last thread, because it really did mean a lot, Allo..., danni, Jessus, Evilxteddyxbear, chilled..., eih, Isa, The Discarded, ..sam.. and Kanani79. I just really wanted to thank you all for responding. It meant a great deal. Please, PLEASE, don't let my thanks descend to the pathetic level my other thread did. Just please accept my thanks.