I'm starting to feel like I am under too much stress, which is making me question whether I'll even be able to work or not, I guess my want to do it so badly, is why it's causing it. I came home the other day crying from work, I cried myself to sleep last night. I feel like I am going to lose my mind sometimes. I've been working all week, doing clinicals, and the site I'm at, won't let me do anything, other than watch the medical assistant do her job. Friday, I have a skill evaluation form due and I can't get my grades if they keep doing me this way. From my understanding, if they don't, it could cause me to fail the course, where is that at all fair? When the medical assistant doesn't have patients, they make me just sit there. I haven't even been able to just call patients back or answer phones. I told my teacher if they don't let me do anything by friday, I might as well quit. I have a rheumatoid form of arthritis also so having to sit there for 1-3 hours at a time is killing me. I am getting so tired, that I can't stand it. All my pain is getting worse, fatigue is definetly worse. I tried to get in to see my doctor sooner but that didn't work out. Can't seem to stop getting upset.