I still can't be bothered so sign in but I'm sure the mods and/or admins will go and check to see who it is that's writing behind this fake name. Because that's what I am. Fake. I am no friend to anyone here, I never have been. I come and go, disappearing for weeks on end, then all of a sudden I decide I want to come back and here I am..untill the next time. I'm sorry I'm so worthless.. but in all truth, it doesn't matter because you can't hide the truth. I don't matter. I'm so sorry for bringing and worry or fear or sadness or anger or any other emotion in that area to any of you. You have all been so good to me and I've been nothing but a whiny selfish pathetic punk kid. I miss talking to so many of you. The time I've spent shuting myself off from almost every single person here has been painful.. not only because of life going on around me.. but the 'life' I had that included all of you. You guys were so nice to me. Like a good sports bra! you never let me down, and you're so supportive! :unsure: I won't make this long.. I'm sorry. really can't say it enough.. I don't think you'll see the sorry likings of me around anymore. but do take care.