since i last posted things have got so much better. but i know that it will all go wrong again, and i dont wanna go through the pain of it all again. so i think i mite kill myself very shortly. :sad:
until i do, i'll drink anything i can get my hands on...then do it wen i'm drunk so i wont care and get scared. its only a matter of time.
until i do, i'll drink anything i can get my hands on...then do it wen i'm drunk so i wont care and get scared. its only a matter of time.