I got 2 meet this girl about 4 months ago now. Ive really good time 4 her & feel Ive come 2 love her. Im a Virgin & never even been kissed or hugged by a girl 2 be honest. Ive told her on several occasions how I feel about her & she says all she'll ever be is my friend. Way she treats me is far from a friend though. She screams at me, roars at me, calls me bad names, embarreses me in front off her family & friends! I only ever hear from her now when she wants a lift somewhere. I do my best. I buy her nice gifts, give her money if she's stuck & buy her food, drink & cigaretts as much as I can. I drive her & her family everywhere. She threathen's on a regular basis she'll stop talking 2 me & Im so afraid Ill lose her! She means world 2 me. Ive never had these feelings about someone b4 & it's really putting me down. In last 2 days Ive spend alot off time due 2 work on my own & will be 4 rest off week each night. I found a <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> last night & if I had more courage, Id have used it. Im finding it very hard 2 cope with thought off her not talking 2 me ever again & don't know what 2 do!! Ive got a couple off grand coming my way in next few weeks & if I was 2 die, I could leave her money & maybe she might re-unite with me in another place at some stage! Id do antything 4 her!!! Im so misreable right now though & haven't really anyone I can turn 2 as such.