Losing sleep again - can't get a handle on anything any more
Lay awake and see all my mistakes, fuckups, failures
Can feel my time running out, drowning in self-hatred
Not sure why I'm back here again - it's like I'm an emotional leech, taking but not giving back
Tired of being so completely useless, worthless
Actually managed to not carry my kit for a while but now it's with me again - what's the point of carrying it if I don't use it?
Lay awake and see all my mistakes, fuckups, failures
Can feel my time running out, drowning in self-hatred
Not sure why I'm back here again - it's like I'm an emotional leech, taking but not giving back
Tired of being so completely useless, worthless
Actually managed to not carry my kit for a while but now it's with me again - what's the point of carrying it if I don't use it?