Not much longer

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by feel the rain, Dec 31, 2007.

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  1. feel the rain

    feel the rain Active Member

    i think i need help. i feel so down that i have planned my suicide and the more i think about it the more i see the people who are keeping me here. i love someone in my class at school but she doesnt know and i think that i would lose her as a friend if i did tell her. i keep thinking that i cant carry on anymore and i just want to die so that i can be free. i feel so selfish for thinking it but cant help wonder if my friends and family would be better off without me.
     
  2. lfdy

    lfdy Active Member

    love can be such a killer. but it is also love that keeps us alive. hang in there. talk about it. keep posting. i was at the end last night aswell over love, and thanks to the ones on this forum, i am here today. please know that others here understand, we have all been in the dark place you are now, even though we all have different circumstances. hang in there.
     
  3. feel the rain

    feel the rain Active Member

    i know. i feel lyk this all the time and i feel worthless. i want to tell her but i cant
     
  4. lfdy

    lfdy Active Member

    hey feel the rain, why cant you tell her. yuo sond quite young, can i ask you what age you are. i am 38 and maybe abit wiser and older. i want to help you. to talk to you.
     
  5. feel the rain

    feel the rain Active Member

    im 15. i know its young but i cant help. i cant tell her because im scared of losing her. even if she is just a friend to me then its better than nothing
     
  6. titanic

    titanic Well-Known Member

    Feel the rain, you are so young, barely just beginning your journey in life (((hugs)))

    I wonder why you chose the name 'feel the rain' I get the feeling that you are a very deep and spiritual person...
     
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  7. feel the rain

    feel the rain Active Member

    i love the feel of rain. i kindo of feel philisofical (even if i cant spell it) about lots of things. and i write alot. i know im young but i still cant find a point in eisting. nt rite nw at least
     
  8. ithuriel

    ithuriel Well-Known Member

    titanic is right , you are still very young.
    teen years can be very confusing and frustrating but hang in there things can and often do get better.
    i was often very frustrated during my teen years and a little confused about the opposite sex and had a secret love but it was not to be.
    then during my late teens , early twenties i suddenly had some very pretty girls wanting to know me and one guy:eek:hmy::laugh:
    i just wish i knew then what i know now:smile:
     
  9. titanic

    titanic Well-Known Member

    What sort of things do you write? Bet it's inspiring stuff!
     
  10. Daze&Confused

    Daze&Confused Antiquitie's Friend

    Life can sometimes be overwhelming,especially when it comes to love.
    I hope you take the time to enjoy life.
     
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