I don't know how much longer I can go on. For the past couple of weeks my depression has not let up, not even slightly. I'm so exhausted. Don't even want to try anymore. Life is bad. The world is bad. I don't want to be in this world anymore. Yesterday I was visualizing myself doing it and felt a sense of peace. I don't think it'll be much longer now before I actually get up the courage to do it.