Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by givenuponlife, Mar 26, 2008.
i cant do anything right...........
i dont see any reason to go on
i get help i loose everything i have worked for
dammed if i do
dammed if i dont
i cant do this anymore
there are ways to get help that you will not loose everything, i know how you feel. hang in there.
I think I'm at a point where I have a lot to say and nobody to listen to. Used to be at work, I'd have messenger going in the background and we'd send each other messages throughout the day. She'd give me excel tips, we'd talk about what we'd do when we got home, meet at the coffee shop downstairs. Super happy stuff.
Now only a week later - she's gone and my daughter too. The house was empty. Cold tomb, of three levels. And my wife is like a banshee out of hell. I won't talk about the things she's doing, but God is my only refuge right now. It hurts so much. Feels so lonely. Yet I'm still here. I don't think I can die. Like my daughter, I "fight". Maybe not super great. But I try.
i wish that was right, if i go in I DO LOOSE EVERYTHING there is no getting around that
I HATE MY LIFE, I WISH THERE WAS A SIMPLE WAY TO END IT ALL