I'm very angry and I'm tired of hurting. I had a very negative experience at work today and my hypocritical jackass of a mother who lacks empathy made things worse. She wants me to open up but then chastises me for doing so. She half listens and ....you know what? I hate her. I hate for being su h a fucking hypocrite. I know I'm a bad person for saying that. I don't care. I hate this bullshit world and I hate living and I fucking quit trying to do so. Im sorry for sounding so unhinged but I'm tired of hurting so much and in vain.