Not one person can be bothered to spend an hour of their time with me. Not my so called best friends. Not my so called dad. Nobody. What's so wrong with me? I mean it's obviously me, I just constantly get cancelled on, people constantly mess with my head. My so called friends promised me that they were gonna come over tonight - and don't think I'm being stupid and petty here because I'm not, I'm sick of this happening time after time after time. haven't seen chris since march, he's a close mate of mine. So now they've all just cancelled just like that. thanks a lot guys. thanks a fucking lot. Not ONE of you can be bothered to spend time with me. To make my mood that tiny little bit more shit she has to walk in and start yelling at me for no reason, etc etc, i'm fat, i'm ugly, i'm useless. Well I know I am. Not even one fucking text or phone call to let me know that they were cancelling, I could of been more understanding if they had put a bit of effort into it - they all know how much it affects me. But no. Just a email "oh, sorry, I can't come now, I'm going on a night out." Fuck you all. I know what I'm going to do. Don't reply .I don't want any replies. I just want to be left alone -as I always am anyway.