I have not posted in a while as I have not really felt up to it. Don't really know how things are going, still feeling quite bad and don't know what to do. Had to cancel appointmnt with counsellor today and not going for 2 weeks. Also not been back to docs yet. I was going to print off the posts off here to give to doc but the program I use wasnt compatible with the computer at uni that has printer linked to it. Was going to email them but there was no email address. I have been trying not to think about things to much and I suppose by not talking about things and not thinking about it I have fely a bit better bit at the same time there are periods where all I can think about is ending it. I have a flat mate now so I dont get as much time on my own in the flat. I also have had letters from solicitors chasing me for money, i dont know what to do. On top of it all i have got so much work to do for uni so I am really stuggling to cope at the moment!