I wish someone would look me in the eyes and ask me if I'm really ok. Because I'm not, and I could really need someone holding me. I can't deal with this on my own anymore, but I can't make myself tell anyone. :sad: The suicidal thoughts are taking over my life, and the last few days I've been planning a new method. It will work, when the weather is right. I need to focus on my exams, but my head wants to think about suicide more than school stuff. And on top of that I'm worried sick about the person that mean the most to me.