not safe

[starryeyed]

They are threatening to lock me up again
I know they are defrauding me.What do I do ?

 

[Terry]

Have you a safe person, someone you can trust and go to for help?
If not, how about going to see a doctor?

 

[starryeyed]

I have nowhere to go.
They have stopped everyone from being near me.I was at the doctors yesterday.
Im not even bad enough to be hospitalised.
My life has been a lie.

 

[Terry]

Who are the they?

 

[starryeyed]

The family who adopted me.

 

[Terry]

How old are you Starry?
Do you have any contact with the social worker who would have dealt with your adoption?

 

[starryeyed]

It was illegally done.Nobody will help me.My father had vast property.but hes dead now.My mother lives near me but doesnt want to know.
I hear everyone calling me lady.In the hospital on the street.Everywhere.
Even when I was on meds.So its not imaginary.
Im old but they have created false reality so I never bump into anyone I know or have friends or a relationship

 

[starryeyed]

What can I do ?

 

[Terry]

Go back to your doc and take a print out of all your posts.
Sometimes when in the doctors' it hard to remember everything you wanted to say, I know I've come out thinking "oh shit forgot that".

 

[starryeyed]

I just went to make food and they had eaten everything.
ICant take anymore.Im serious

 

[Terry]

Order in, you need some food :hug:

 

[starryeyed]

I got something.thanks.
I cant live this lie anymore.I know I own money and property yet Im here on a tiny tv in cheap pjs watching local tv fuzzily.F being humble.
I Want my birthright.