I woke up this morning with a very eerie feeling. It's almost like a foreboding. It sure makes it hard to work on wellness, when you feel like something awful is about to happen. Will I make it through this month? Will I still be here in September? I am trying so hard to keep my sights on the goal of staying out of the hospital. I hope this creepy feeling doesn't lead to destroying that goal. I need some good vibes to get through this day.