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not so much suicidal

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as tired and just out of it.... i am happy atm, but just sometimes get that urge, y'know?
god i love my bf to bits and thats why i have stopped self harming, or so he thinks.
ok i admit it, i had a relapse the other day and cut the top of my leg up, he hasn't noticed so far though....
i could never hurt ian though....... he's too lovely.
and he smells nice lol.


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Spikey...i love your addition of 'he smells nice too'...how tender...i once had a date with a man who smelled like a ferret, and i could not see him again...today, we refer to him loviningly as 'Ferret Man', but i think it does say alot when someone smells good to you...sorry you cut again; maybe post before you cut next time and see if getting some support can help you through it...big hugs, Jackie
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