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not strong enough..

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by neko-chan, Jun 15, 2016.

  1. neko-chan

    neko-chan Well-Known Member

    how do you stay strong and not give up for someone else.. when you so readily want to give up on yourself.. how do i help someone.. when i don't even want to help myself.. i'm a hypocrite.. i tell my friends to never give up.. but here i am thinking of ending my life..
     
  2. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Maybe remind yourself of all the times that you did not give up in the past.
     
  3. neko-chan

    neko-chan Well-Known Member

    to be honest.. i would have ended my life months ago if not for my friends.. they helped me get through the days.. talk me out of committing suicide.. helped me stop self-harming.. made my life a lot better.. i get to chat with them off the forum.. all the time.. i got so dependent to them.. that i think i can't deal with the things i'm going through now.. without their help.. they're going through something and i'm not about to dump my problems to them..
     
  4. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    *hugs*

    Is there someone else you can reach out to?
     
  5. neko-chan

    neko-chan Well-Known Member

    i'm not sure.. i don't think so.. i don't even know if my family knows i'm struggling.. they don't seem to know.. and i don't plan to tell them.. the few friends that i found have enough to deal with..
     
  6. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Is there a crisis line you can call. Or maybe emailing the Samaritans?
     
  7. neko-chan

    neko-chan Well-Known Member

    i honestly don't know..
     
  8. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    What about just ranting it out in a diary. *hugs*
     
  9. neko-chan

    neko-chan Well-Known Member

    thanks.. i'll probably just do that..