not suicidal anymore yet depressed plz plz help

[smellsliketeenspirit]

im not feeling suicidal anymore..i decided ill just wont give crap about anything untill im old enough to live for myself..im still verry depressed..
i cant take this anymore. almost everyone excpecting things of me..
they say im so lucky and have nothing to be depressed about, yet i dont feel lucky about going to school. school is like a prison! everyone always argues around me..its so funny how they think i see nothing when i see everything

 

[smellsliketeenspirit]

anyone?

 

[Always Alone]

Ignore anyone who tell you "you don't need to be depressed" they don't know how it feels. Its not something you can control, and its not something you should have to control.

As for school, it is pretty ****, I wish I could give you some advice on it, but I hate it myself.

Anyone reading this thread who's through with school, dose it get better once you can branch out and do your own thing?

Feel free to PM any time you want to bitch about school

 

[poeticxxxtragedy]

ive always wonderd that. i`m still in school myself. freshman in fact. but yeah, if you ever wanna talk you can PM or IM me or something. =]<3

 

[smellsliketeenspirit]

thanks for reps..good to feel that someone agree with me.. most people say things like "its not that bad" and "you will get over it" but i dont think its that easy..alot of parents also suck...they think they know you so well but in the end they dont know first thing about you

 

[live]

Anyone reading this thread who's through with school, dose it get better once you can branch out and do your own thing?

I think it's a little better for most people. Of course, work can suck just as badly, but there are more choices out there if you don't like your job. Some people just aren't cut out for traditional education; I was one of them and I do a lot better with apprenticeship type things, because I hated "normal" school. It took me a long time to figure out what I wanted to do with my life, but at 30 I'm finally starting to get it. Late bloomer, as they say.

 

[smellsliketeenspirit]

i been thinking about just dont give a crap about school and have fun instead...i dont know if this is a smart choice but it seems so much easier so why not?

 

[Mya]

i know how you feel every one is ALWAYS saying i have no reson to be depressed and that 14 year old have no reason to be stressed i dont know how to help you though because ive just gotten used to the pain...it dosnt bother me any more...maby its better this way?

 

[TLA]

thanks for reps..good to feel that someone agree with me.. most people say things like "its not that bad" and "you will get over it" but i dont think its that easy..alot of parents also suck...they think they know you so well but in the end they dont know first thing about you
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i know how you feel every one is ALWAYS saying i have no reson to be depressed and that 14 year old have no reason to be stressed i dont know how to help you though because ive just gotten used to the pain...it dosnt bother me any more...maby its better this way?

It depends if you mean high school, 2nd form, uni, college, or what? It is not better, IMO. It is different sh** to deal with. It does help u learn new skills and get ready for future career. maybe!! I don't know how you can get used to the pain, or it is numbness?
People: that do not understand, that do not care to understand, who are closed-minded, who are judgmental and ****....I don't give a ****what they think about depression iof you are 7 or 70 yrs old.
PEOPLE SHOULD CARE ABOUT OTHERS THAT ARE HURTING, enuf said!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! have some feelings for others.
It won't kill ya.