I'm So Sick Of Who I Am Right Now
I'm A Manic Depressive
I Have Mad Social Anxiety
And Life Just Seem So Wrong Lately
I Used To Be Very Suicidle I Used To Try To Cut All Of The Flesh From My Body Just So That I Didn't Recognize Myself
I Still Hate To Look In The Mirror
But Emotionally I Hate Who I've Become
I Had A Very Good Period For About 7 Months
I Was Happy
Care Free
I Mean Everyday Stress Of Course
But Nothing Like What It Used To Be
For The Last Month
Everything Is Coming Back To Me
My Meds Have Stopped Working
I Talk To My Mom About Everything
But All We Do Is Fight Lately
I Had A Boyfriend
We Broke Up And Now I Want To Be with Him
But He Just Plays Fucking Games With Me
He Kills Me
Breaks Me Down And makes Me Feel Worthless
I Was Never Someone to Change For Anyone Or anything
Very Independant
And Now
I Have changed who I am so much
And I can't get me back
I Oded A Couple Of Weeks Ago
I Just Lost It
I've Changed So Much Because Of This Kid
That I've Lost Friends Over It
I Don't Fucking Know What To Do
I JUST WANT TO GET ME BACK
I'm A Manic Depressive
I Have Mad Social Anxiety
And Life Just Seem So Wrong Lately
I Used To Be Very Suicidle I Used To Try To Cut All Of The Flesh From My Body Just So That I Didn't Recognize Myself
I Still Hate To Look In The Mirror
But Emotionally I Hate Who I've Become
I Had A Very Good Period For About 7 Months
I Was Happy
Care Free
I Mean Everyday Stress Of Course
But Nothing Like What It Used To Be
For The Last Month
Everything Is Coming Back To Me
My Meds Have Stopped Working
I Talk To My Mom About Everything
But All We Do Is Fight Lately
I Had A Boyfriend
We Broke Up And Now I Want To Be with Him
But He Just Plays Fucking Games With Me
He Kills Me
Breaks Me Down And makes Me Feel Worthless
I Was Never Someone to Change For Anyone Or anything
Very Independant
And Now
I Have changed who I am so much
And I can't get me back
I Oded A Couple Of Weeks Ago
I Just Lost It
I've Changed So Much Because Of This Kid
That I've Lost Friends Over It
I Don't Fucking Know What To Do
I JUST WANT TO GET ME BACK