My mind is too much. Been so depressed, crying, and fighting off suicidal thoughts for awhile now. I feel like my mind is going crazy. My mind screaming inside. What's worse is I almost passed out today and still having dizzy spells. Sad, I may have my husband take me to the emergency room when I'm trying my hardest to avoid going. Only reason I will go is for the dizziness, but I don't want to tell them about the suicidal thoughts afraid I will be admitted. I so hate being this way.