Im not sure how much of it i can take anymore. Its been almost a year since I moved to canada from south america to studyand to meet my current boyfriend (we met here on sf). I am really tired of everything. People at school have not been welcoming at all, they are not interested in interact with international students in general but there is one particular classmate who triggered it for me.. she pretended to be my friend just so id help her study.. now she literally turns her back at me and talks to other people (i sit next to her in class), some days she wont even say hello and then out of nowhere shed text me telling me about her personal life like we were close friends.. crazy eh?? Im tired of never being happy.. im starting to lose hope that i will ever be.. i ran from home because i never had any friends because im shy and i dont drink, smoke or party like "normal" people do.. i hate being here all alone and feeling like nothing.. been really depressed lately.. my grades have begun to fall, i csnt remember things, i either sleep too much or cant go to bed like right now.. i cry every single day.. my bf knows whats going on and of course he tries to be supportive, but nothings enough.. i really dont know how much longer i will be here..