Ive been struggling with these feelings for 3 years. I try to please people, I try to be normal and to make people like me, but as someone said to me the other day, I'm not worth knowing. And I think they're right. I feel so down, I don't think I'm even feeling anything anymore. I feel like it's logical to just give up. I'm annoying to everyone anyway, and I just don't want to face all the hate anymore. I don't want to face anything anymore. All this stuff, finding money to live, trying to please my parents but failing, finding even just one person I can be friends with, it just seems too hard. I want to give up. When I sleep, I don't want to wake up. Everyone always has a better time without me, so maybe I should just give them what they want. Why should I even try anymore?