not sure if living is the correct answer

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by LSD, Mar 3, 2010.

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  1. LSD

    LSD Well-Known Member

    mmmm.. how should i know..
    im going crazy again...
    my mind is a mess
    i don't want anything
    i think i wont study this semester again
    why should i??
    i have to repeat the year anyway


    living doesn't seem like an option right now
    there is no point of it
     
  2. LSD

    LSD Well-Known Member

    lets deal it
    im just a drama queen seeking for attention!!!
    i just hold it inside and when i can.. tlak about it.. i go here and there with the drama..
    i cant talk about it with anybody right now
    not my friends not my boyfriend
    my mind feels trapped

    but why the hell i cant just idk shot my head or cut my throw or jump a bridge instead of keep complaining how much i want to die
    i should just do it

    .. its worthless to keep living
    there is no point anymore

    ... no reason

    im just a waste of air
    and money
     
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  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    No you just want someone to listen to hear you to care and we do here okay keep posting okay we hear you and we truly care study so you can get somewhere in life okay try
     
  4. LSD

    LSD Well-Known Member

    thanks for listening and
    seriusly.. if i dont study this semester ish okie..
    the classes i fail are of the second semester so its not like i will lose another year..
    i have to repeat the year anyway
    and the test is tomorrow and i didnt study so yeah i wont do it

    i feel worthless
     
  5. smk

    smk Well-Known Member

    What is worth? but to have something of value, and could value exist if there wasn't someone there to receive it...

    In order to have things one must attain them, but there are things which are given, and having them makes one forget, like that little spark of life...

    to give ones life to whom or for what? maybe the sparks are just meant to illuminate something...
     
  6. LSD

    LSD Well-Known Member

    i guess the main reason im here are for my sisters
    but the question is.. how much longer i can hold it
    i love them and all.. but little by little.. they are not needing me anymore
    they are growing up

    and breathing hurts so much
    idk how much i could stand it.

    i hurted them anyway.. i deserve to pay for my sins
     
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