I have been married for quite a while. My wife has never been very sexual which I learned after we were married. When we were first married we had sex once a week or so which was fine but then soon went to once every two weeks, then once a month or so, and now around once a year for the past few years. This is taking its toll on me as I don't feel loved or cared for. She likes kisses, cuddling and such. Just no sex. I have tried talking with her about it and get nowhere. Years ago I insisted on counseling which went badly as she only went to a couple of sessions. I think about suicide a lot. Friday night(mod edit:methods) hoping that I would not wake up the next morning. Well as I'm still typing you can tell it didn't work. This is not my first time trying something like this. My wife doesn't know. She says she loves me and ask if there is anything she can do. I'm done begging for sex and don't want guilt sex. I'm at the end of my rope. I don't really want a divorce and have an adult daughter that I love more than anything so I don't want to hurt her but not sure how much longer I can go on like this.