We're two different people, my husband and I. Complete opposites of each other. And maybe that's what attracted us to one another in the first place. He's confident, aggressive, persuasive, etc. He's very simple and always sees the big picture first, and everything about me is anything but simple (as in even if something actually is simple, I'll make it complicated somehow) and I always look at the details instead of the bigger picture. He has what I lack/need, and vice versa. But I just don't know anymore how this can possibly go on like this. It's not that I see us ending anytime soon...I hope...but we're just so fucking different in like every single aspect you could possibly think of. I don't know how we managed to stay together for as long as we have and not have killed each other by now. We view things differently. We think differently. We want different things...not for our future per se, but pretty much everything else besides that. When one person is happy or content, the other is often unhappy with something or other. And we try and try so hard seemingly to try to understand how the other thinks and feels so that we can find some sort of middle ground and both be happy at the same time, but it's just not happening. I always feel like I do everything wrong and he's often unhappy about everything I think, feel, and do. And he feels like just because I have mental illnesses, I use them as an excuse and purposely refuse to fix them. In his mind, because I purposely do this, that's why we can't be happy. But I don't fucking do it purposely, obviously. Anybody on here I'm sure can understand that. But he doesn't. So we're constantly miscommunicating, feeling insulted, arguing about the same crap over and over and over again until someone snaps or cries (and that's usually me). ...Like I said, I just don't know if it's possible anymore. I don't want it to end, I really don't, but this fucking sucks. The pieces to the puzzle don't fit no matter how much we try to twist and turn them. And it makes me wonder if they ever will. If it's even worth trying. I don't really know what kind of answer I expect about all this...I just wanted to vent I guess because I feel so confused and upset and scared.