Okay. I'm 26. Working. Studying. Unmarried. Trying to do what's right. I take antidepressants. I visit my therapist once a month. I was suicidal around 2 years back. I used to cry a lot. Used to do nothing productive. Therapy helped me. Got me back on track. I became normal again. Still, there's some incompleteness inside of me. Something is not quite right about me. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I feel like nobody will understand me. Why this feeling ? I had a beautiful relationship that I messed up somehow. I didn't have guts to admit how much I loved her. I am afraid. Terrified. I run away from situations. Somewhere along the way, I've lost myself. Still searching for real me. The truth. Not sure if you can understand me. But empathy would be appreciated.