Not sure what is going on

[Josh16395]

There are times when a feeling washes over me of just giving up I have friends none very close and lots of loving family but I think of who would miss me and if I could make it look like an accident I live in an area that has deer and today I was half hoping one would run in front of my car

 

[Unknown_111]

Hi Josh. Welcome to the forum.

Everybody suffers but do not think you are alone. Suffering depression or other feelings does not help you. You are young and need not be so hard on yourself. Please speak to someone on a helpline as there is nothing to be ashamed off. Sometimes life can bake feel crappy but it takes time to overcome these feelings. Perhaps doing a sport or activity you enjoy will help you cope with these feelings. Your family would miss you and you know that especially your parents.

Keep posting here for support and care. You deserve to live your life.

 

[Petal]

Hi Josh and welcome. You are certainly not alone with these thoughts. Have you spoken to a professional? I think it would be a good idea.