ok i'm not really thinking about killing myself. that wouldn't solve any problems just create new ones for other people. i do need to figure out how to change my life. i'm 26yrs old. i work 40-60 hrs a week and go to school. every other aspect of my life is a mess. i'm always alone and thats the problem. i have a bunch of people i guess i could call my friends but they are never around when i need them more like i'm around if they need something. girls don't want to date me because i'm too awesome. does anyone else see that as a cop out? i find it hard to believe you would think someone is awesome in everyway but not awesome enough to date cause of the chance something might go wrong. i'm pretty sure that chance is there in every relationship so you'd rather risk it with some asshole that is going to treat you like crap rather than someone who has a good head on their shoulders and knows how to treat people. any advice would be greatly appreciated. no offense but i don't really want to hear how God is always with me and loves me, i'm looking for real world solutions here.