Recently I got in trouble with the police, and as a result I got suspended from my job and can't partake in hobby of mine. Whilst I don't think jail will be the outcome, I won't be able to pursue the career I've always wanted! As you can imagine I'm slightly pissed at all!!! I've been thinking that suicide would be an easy way out. I already suffer from self harm, and lately I've been cutting on the under-side of my forearm, something which I've never really done. I'm worried that I will try to end my life. Only a couple of people know what's happened, the rest have been told something else, but I still don't have anyone to be fully candid with I'm not sure how much of that made sense (I'm drinking atm). But any help would be nice.