Not sure what to say

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by The Lonely Writer, Jul 21, 2011.

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  1. The Lonely Writer

    The Lonely Writer New Member

    Been having really intense mood swings the past few days.

    My grandmother's funeral was about 9 days ago, and her passing didn't even phase me.

    What did phase me was how f***ing horrible my family is. My parents shoved religion down my throat, my sisters fought like cats, and my uncle acted like the most obnoxious jerk possible.

    If anything, what the funeral did was crush the rest of the hope I had for ever having a family.

    It's just the most recent disappointment in a long line of them, and I'm really, really tired of disappointment in this life.
  2. roscho

    roscho Well-Known Member

    Funerals are huge events in our life that we don't get any training on. Its worse that its actually a social event where many people who are struggling and raw are all put together. Just add religion and alcohol. Not pretty.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Sorry for you loss hun right now you may feel no emotion that is normal sometimes later on the emotions will come hun grief is different that way. Keep talking okay keep reaching out hugs
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