Im a 20 year old gun collector, firearms are my passion. I owned several firearms and now am looking at jail time and the loss of my second ammendment rights over a crime I didnt commit, convicted of an f3 felony. Ive been thrugh several failed relationships in the past year, same thing always happens, girl always goes for or leaves me for another guy. I have had my episodes with depression but its never been this bad. I now even get to the point to ware I cant even get out of bed, I miss work and cant even function as a person. The fact I cant even own firearms anymore makes me wanna kill myself. Its hard for me to open up to people face to face because im ashamed that im depressed and that I cut myself, and im tired of being judged for who I am. People tell me I just need to get myself together but I dont know how, its easier said than done. I just dont know what to do anymore and im ready to just fold.