Today has been a odd day, I wake up feeling horrible, drive to work then excited because it is raining, not just raining, raining hard. I get to work, rain has stopped, feeling very angry, which quickley turns to suicidal thoughts. These thoughts countinue for atleast 5 hours. Then outta nowhere I am happy, then 30 min. later very angry. This happened all day, still is happening now, I do not like it, either one emotion or none in my book. I have never experienced this before, I want it to stop, What is it? If no anwser I understand.