I am new to this forum. Found a link on google. I am very depressed. Stress of being a single parent, in and out of a relationship that seems to go nowhere, lots of regrets, self-esteem issues, debt.. blah blah blah. I have attempted suicide in the past, overdosed on my anti-depressants. I was 17. I'm 22, just had my birthday. I don't feel loved. Don't feel I've accomplished anything in life. I just broke up with my child's father for the millionth time. I just don't trust him. When this happens I become very suicidal but refuse to lower my self to attempt it because I think of my daughter. I know I need to move on from my ex, but I feel alone without him. My question is, what kind of help can I get without medical insurance? I can't afford medical insurance. My ex is paying for my daughters. I'm not sure how much longer I can pretend to stay strong. I don't want to leave my 3 year old daughter and have her think this was somehow her fault. Any help would be great. Thank you. Also, I am in the bay area of California if that makes a difference.