i bought load of pills last week my flatmate was away the weekend so i thought it would be my perfect time. i spent most of last week happy because i decided it was the right decision for me. but i changed my mind because i was worried all i ended up with is some sort of liver or kidney failure. so i decided to cut my wrists but it hurt so much i had to stop. on monday i felt so down because i was still here i really regret not taking the pills i feel i missed my chance part of me still wants to take them now but really only want to do if know no one is around. my flatmate was there the i od dont want to see his face again but then again the second the time i told no-one and almost got away with it untill i started getting stomach pains i had to tell someone then but even if he was here he wouldn't notice so i dont know what i want to do. sorry for the long thread.