Haven't got a clue where to post it, feel free to move it to wherever it's deemed appropriate :dunno: -- It could be the meds (Ritalin, started it today), but I'm having the weirdest undestined feeling. I know undestined isn't a word. But I'm talking about the opposite of destined. And I can't think of another way to describe it. It's like my mind has gone all... I don't know.. Odd.. There's like an odd calmness, yet the urge to move, because if I don't move it feels like I'm ... not there or something... Also I think the Ritalin has certain side effects which also are some side effects I experienced before when I was on hash-cookies. In a way they are really nice, because it feels so good, but then it's not good, because it makes me do things. Sorry to be so damn vague. I just don't feel it'd be right to discuss effects here, as that's not really the point of my post. I don't know what the point is really. Perhaps any reply would be good. I don't know. I'm rambling. It's like my mind has sooooo much to say, yet is so empty at the same time. It makes me feel all calm, yet at the same time there's this... restless feeling creeping around, but only on the background, if that makes sense.. :unsure: I don't make sense at all, do I? I don't know. I'm babbling. I guess.