So.. been with my girlfriend since June 28th.. Since we have seen each other a few times.. We live kinda far from each other. Up to 6hrs by bus. Anyway, I'm just not sure what to do because it always seems like she is gone. I can't contact her. Or she has to do things.. She had been living with her mom still.. She is 19 and I'm 20.. Anyway, her mom can be a bit harsh sometimes imo on her.. and takes out her frustrations on her a bit too.. a lot of work.. I guess I just question if she really wants this to work out or if I'm more a way for her to get away from things.. Currently she is house sitting in the country where she has no phone signal except in a few areas... She is going to go hiking or something beginning of September, then has online college courses possibly next month as well.. Just I'm not sure what her plans are.. if she is going to come here or still live at her moms.. and I just feel like I need someone actually there more often.. I just don't know if she really cares about me or if I'm an escape for her.. It's like I'm with her but she is never here..