I just want to kill my therapist!! Every time i finish my 50 min session, with a women that i pay a fortune to to help me feel better, i walk out of her over priced office and just want to tear the world apart piece by piece. Its just not normal! I walk in sit down and decide that i have had enough. Every week!!! Could it be that during our time together i open a door that cant be closed so quickly? Could it be that i have so much to work through that i cant get it all done in 50 lousy min? Could it even be that i expose my 'self' too damn much that i cant recover without her? There are so many things that it could be but all i know is that i want to kill her for this. i don't just want her dead but want the satisfaction of doing it my self. Consider it pay back for the walls she has torn down in my head, for the torment that i go through by begin with her, for all the and i quote 'lived experiences' that we all go through. i don't pretend to know much but i am told that its a good thing that i feel this way. i am told that she really helps me get to the core of the problems that i live daily. My wife thinks that its to be expected because i am getting in touch with feelings that i have blocked out so so long and now that i am revisiting them its bound to hurt. all i do know is that the day she dies ill move on from her to the next therapist and ill probably want to kill them too.