But thats the point isnt it? that nobody gives a shit? cuz nobody does. Im just here....alone My boyfriend doesnt even want to see me anymore. My mother is too wrapped up in her own life to NOTICE me. My entire college hates me. Cat calls and making fun...like im back in highschool again or..worse elementry. no maturity whatsoever. idk why i even want to have any of them as friends. but i do. Im lonely. and sad. and i give up i always thought my life would change and its not...thats clear. Ill always be the same loser....loner...not good enough for anybody. Even you dont like me.....and who am i talking to? interenet....ppl ive never met....and im not good for here either. i dont belong....anywhere.. Except in a box...under the ground i suppose.... i hope it doesnt hurt too much.