I know suicide is not the best solution. But I've been feeling really down lately. I broke down about a week ago and could not stop crying. It is unusual for me but for some reason my stress got to be too unbearable and I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't explain to my wife why I was felling this way by saying anything other than "I am simply broken". I think she must have excepted that. I didn't tell her I felt like ending my life. My stress hasn't been caused by anything unusual (I suppose) just work, family type stuff. I have been very emotionally unstable lately. I feel (and have herd) that I have the emotional capacity of a child and can't resolve any of life's real problems in a rational way. I've never thought this of until lately, but i suppose it could be true. I've been very stressed and "snappy" lately. I just saved the International Suicide Hot Line number to my cell phone. I never thought I would need it but lately I fell like it could be helpful. Sorry for the depressing introduction, but I guess I'm hoping for some "Angel" to come by and tell me everything is fine. I also hope to make lots of friends on this site and hope that someday I could be helping one of you.