Hi I'm new to this forum and not really sure wether I should be on here or not for several reasons. If any of my family found out I was talking about my feelings on a forum or similar then I would be in big trouble and also I feel like a complete traitor as I haven't had any big life changing things happen in my past or even recent past to make me feel so unhappy again. Sorry if I sound stupid its just I'm not sure what way to turn anymore, feel like I only ever have one option. I'm in my 2nd term of 1st year at uni and really struggling at the moment - I don't want to be at uni as I just don't even want to leave my room and face people every morning but I also don't want to be at home and have to face the expectations of the perfect me with my family either. I have had DBT therapy for 1 year so should be feeling much better by now,but I don;t feel any different and am really struggling to use my skills.I just want a permanent vacation from all of these emotions and thoughts. Sorry for vent just I dont really know what to do anymore.