i eat and i eat and i eat. i exercize way too much. but lately, i cant eat. the sight of people eating and food is revolting. when poeple force me to eat, i throw up. what wrong with me? i analyze my weight all the time. i came to the conclusion a moth ago, at 120 lbs 5'6", that i needed to put on weight. i did. im now 133 lbs and i weigh more than my boyfriend type person. is that even normal? hes taller than i am... people always tell me that its because im all muscle. im thin yes, but im all muscle. they say thats why i weigh so much and that its a good thing and they wish they had my muscle. good for them. they can have it. i want my skinny back!! i used to be under 100 lbs before i joined crew. i thought it would make me skinnier, all of the working out. rawr. and i cant quit now, i love it too much, but its making me feel fat!! what do i do? whats wrong with me?