The only reasons I'm staying alive is because my mother is home today, since she isn't working until tommorrow, and because I have a very supportive and wonderful girlfriend. Otherwise, I really want to die. My friend hurt me alot awhile ago. I was there to support her through alot in her life and it doesn't seem to matter to her. Also, I'm afraid of today having to deal with my mother arguing with me from last night, which hasn't been resolved. It seems that I try so much to help and I show thanks for the help I receive, yet people don't really care about me, except for my girlfriend and a few good friends I do have. I suppose I have one less, as of this morning. Anyways, now to go offline and most likely be confronted by my mother.