I am so sick and tired of pretending things are fine for other people! I do absolutely everything I can to make people happy and it amounts to nothing! I'm sick of my parents expecting too much and being mentally abusive. I have been the pawn in their mind games over divorce for far to long. All friends have deserted me because I'm just that miserable. I can no longer handle being every ones punching bag! That's not my job! To top it off my main support person just passed away. Essentially no one cares that's left so why not just end it and finally achieve peace? Seems like the only logical option.