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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by PressedIn, Oct 24, 2007.

  1. PressedIn

    PressedIn Well-Known Member

    I have hundreds of scars on me, i hate them all, whats a few more? I keep thinking it won't matter if I start again, and I really don't know. I just feel destructive. I have nothing, and I'll always have nothing, I hate myself for it. I really want to get away from it all.
  2. Nessarose

    Nessarose Well-Known Member

    Please don't hurt yourself. I used to self-harm by cutting and bruising myself, but my family found out and it upset them. I can relate to how tempting it is, but it's dangerous, and you deserve to treat yourself well.

    I'm sorry you feel like you have nothing. :hug: Do you have family or friends you can talk to? My family has helped me immensely, and I'm blessed, but I realize that many people don't have it so easy. If there's not really anyone in your life you can confide in, know that there are many caring people here who will listen and help if they can.

    Feel better. I'll be thinking about you, and praying if that's all right with you.
  3. numberman

    numberman Well-Known Member

    I" have hundreds of scars on me, i hate them all, whats a few more?"

    Two simple answers to that:

    (1) The few more could be the ones that are decisive, if you get my meaning
    (2) At the very least ,these few more will add to the ugliness

    WHY DO YOU DO IT? Regarding the scars you have already,I am sure that when you see them they make you feel worse. Can anything be done about them, can you speak to your doctor?

    Get suuport from the forum, that is what we are here for
  4. PressedIn

    PressedIn Well-Known Member

    My family already knows but they don't talk about it, and I don't want to. My friends really don't understand the whole thing and they too ignore it, which I'm okay with because I don't want to talk to them either. My doctor... I don't really have one. Every time I got to the doctors it's a different one. And they already know as well.

    This forum is the only source I use to vent, and its getting less and less helpful. I'd like to talk to someone but I can't stop comparing my problems to others- which are far worse, and I feel guilty for being so weak, and before I know it I'm pissed off about something and I end up here.
  5. Nessarose

    Nessarose Well-Known Member

    Can you find a doctor you can stick with, or is that not an option right now?

    I feel guilty, too, because my problems are absolutely nothing compared to others'. However, don't get stuck in that mentality. Different things bring us down, and different things are our breaking points. The point is, you're hurting, and you need help, be it a doctor, a loved one, medication, or all three.