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Nothing helps

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by swimmergirl, Oct 1, 2011.

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  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    I just want to die all the time, this is not normal and I just can't STOP thinking about it and feeling suicidal. I wish I could. It's agony. Why does nothing help? 5 years of therapy, meds, yoga, food, hospitals....still feel hopelessly depressed and seek death as the answer. I don't think a human being can be treated like a fuck toy for 10 years by her father and really end up wanting to live all that much, that's probably the best answer. I just want to hook up with some random guy on Craigslist and hope he will murder me or give me some horrible disease so then I can die.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun small steps at a time okay I know you are suffering hun you are sad but i do think therapy does help hun we just cant see it sometimes Please know i care okay please hugs to you
     
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