Nothing I can say

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

No words to express my feelings.

 

[jxdama]

what do you mean?

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

Every part of me wants to give up. Maybe I will because everyone else can..

 

[me myself and i]

Hugs S, big ones x

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

What is the point?

I am just going to get hurt again, and again.

 

[TooShyToScream]

Well, there are good times ahead too aren't there? Bad things will happen, yes...but not just.

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

Good will never beat the bad..

Sad fact of my stupid life..

 

[TooShyToScream]

Just try to enjoy the good times for what they are. I disregard all of the good times I have as well and it takes a very large toll on me. Just try to find equal importance in the good and the bad. If you only find importance in the bad, life will seem worthless.

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

My life is worthless. Damage has been done.

Ill just curl up and no one will notice

 

[TooShyToScream]

It's not worthless...that's just how you feel right now. Feelings are not facts.

Why not do something to get your mind off of how you are feeling? I don't think curling up and doing nothing will do much to help.

 

[GoldenPsych]

Hi, check out this girls blog post as it's quite thought provoking...

http://katieinwonderlandx.wordpress.com/2011/02/21/can-you-cope/


xxxx

 

[mortdesinos]

I can relate. Can you share some other information about what you're going through? Try to come up with at least one thing you've accomplished recently or a characteristic about you that is positive, or at least not very negative.

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

All there is is crap, my mum..attempted recently...All I can think about..

 

[mortdesinos]

How do you feel knowing that you are not alone and that maybe there are people who can help you and that you can come out of this depression?

 

[TooShyToScream]

All there is is crap, my mum..attempted recently...All I can think about..

Your mom attempted suicide?

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

Your mom attempted suicide?

Yes she did...

Mort: I know I am not alone, but it seems to me, no one else can help me. I have tried so much and now I feel there are no more options..

 

[mortdesinos]

Yes she did...

Mort: I know I am not alone, but it seems to me, no one else can help me. I have tried so much and now I feel there are no more options..

W

What have you tried? Therapy? Meditation? Yoga? Cardio? Hiking? Anaerobic exercises? Cognitive therapy? Psychiatry? Volunteering? Taking a class? Doing artwork? Taking care of your pets? Listening to uplifting music? Reading? Writing every day? Finding meetup groups? Going to support groups? Group therapy? Joining organizations?

 

[TooShyToScream]

I'm very sorry to hear that...though, you say attempted, so I am hoping she didn't succeed? I know it must be painful for you either way, though.

Let me ask you this, is there anything you've wanted to do that you haven't gotten a chance to yet? What do you value in life (there has to be something, being that you are still with us)?

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

I'm very sorry to hear that...though, you say attempted, so I am hoping she didn't succeed? I know it must be painful for you either way, though.

Let me ask you this, is there anything you've wanted to do that you haven't gotten a chance to yet? What do you value in life (there has to be something, being that you are still with us)?

She is still with us, but I am not sure she wants to be..Having to watch her 24/7 is too much, I can't do it, it kills me inside just knowing..

I have had so many different types of counselling I have lost count. So that doesn't work.

I used to play hockey, but I can't now due to several injuries.

Why am I still here? Good question, I don't think I will be for much longer.

I live to help others, seems I am useless at that too.

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

Watch me disappear.