No fucking amount or different medication is going to fix my mood. No talking to a person is going to change a thing. Nothing is going to change. I CAN'T just ignore how fucked up the world works. There is just something about me that won't let me. I can't just accept that that's the way it works. Why?
Seeing the doctor just makes me feel like an idiot because the whole time all I get is the feeling that "that's life, fucking suck it up you wussy".
How can I get it through their heads that I just don't want to try anymore? I don't want to try to be fixed because I'm just tired with it all.
Besides nothing I do works out. I'm never good enough.
I miss having friends. :sigh::sad:
I'm just so tired of having how big a loser I am thrown in my face, over and over
Seeing the doctor just makes me feel like an idiot because the whole time all I get is the feeling that "that's life, fucking suck it up you wussy".
How can I get it through their heads that I just don't want to try anymore? I don't want to try to be fixed because I'm just tired with it all.
Besides nothing I do works out. I'm never good enough.
I miss having friends. :sigh::sad:
I'm just so tired of having how big a loser I am thrown in my face, over and over