Recently... well more like since I graduated college I feel like there is nothing left for me to do with my life. I have jumped through all the hoops that I can willingly jump through. Now I fell like there is nothing left for me to do with my life. And since I am only 24 that means there is a lot of time left to do nothing. This makes me want to kill myself. It is like a constant hell of being trapped in a never ending line. Where your time just ticks away as you wait to get to the front of that line. Why not just force my way to the front and get it over with already? While I know that opinions widely vary, what is there left to do in life once you get out of college and on your own. Please keep in mind my complete social ineptitude. So stuff like starting a family is out of the question.