I feel there is nothing left for me, I was searching for new methods to kill myself when I came across this web site and I appreciate the support I have found here. I have tried to find positives and I know suicide is not the answer but it feels like it is my only option. I can’t seem to find my way out of this funk I am in. I have tried to get help and have been through mental health service and therapists. I have tried online counselling and support groups. I have tried various techniques to ward off the blues also. Many support groups I have found outside of here are very superficial and only offer band aid solutions. I can’t talk to anyone in my life because no one wants to know heck even my therapist fobs me off if I even mention suicide. I want to talk about it, take it out of the shadows.