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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lil-sis-one-of-two, Dec 29, 2007.

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  1. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    The is nothing left for me now.
    I am already dead inside I just need to finish the job.
    I have spent most of my time looking for the easies and most painless way to commit suicide, I now realise I am supposed to feel the pain its what I deserve.
    So now I have so many options, some more pain full than others but all painfull to some degree.
    I lived through the wedding and christmas not is just my birthday.
    Other people dont understand I dont want to celebrate my birthday, why cant the all just leave me alone I just want to stay in bed but now I have to be happy and do stuff, but none of its for me its all for them.
    I am not sure what I want to achieve from writhing this nut there you go.
  2. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    What Is The Fucking Point
  3. Fishman

    Fishman Guest

    I'm dreading my birthday too :sad:
  4. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I'm knocking and huffing and puffing and if you ignore me, I'll blow you over with my long winded pm I'll be forced to send ya. What's really up sis?
  5. titanic

    titanic Well-Known Member

    Sorry you are feeling so low.

    Why do you not like to celebrate your birthday?
  6. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Why should I celebrate something that I dont want, I dont want my life so why celebrate another year of it.

  7. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I am sorry, I am not ignoring you hun, I love your long e-mails so that is no threat. LOL

    I donn't know whts up everything is going wrong!!!!!!
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